rekindle.
verb. relight (a fire). revive (something that has been lost).
after the car crash,
my fire went out. i was so shaken up that i couldn't feel anything but anxiety and anger.
yes, physically, i was fine.
but mentally and emotionally, i was not.
every time i closed my eyes when i tried to fall asleep, i got the feeling of fear and anxiety i got right before our cars impacted.
i couldn't sleep and i couldn't write.
even writing this is the hardest thing to do right now.
and i'm sorry.
i'm sorry this post is going to be a little rusty.
i know my blogs help some people, and they're what the brand was built off of.
but i lost my fire.
luckily, it's being rekindled.
i'm relighting it.
& it may take awhile to burn as intensely as it used to, but just know i'm trying.
i'm ready for it to burn so damn brightly again.
let's take this #loveyourselfcampaign and make it worth it.
i promise i'm just getting started.
welcome back to the psithurism fire.
welcome back to my clumsy words.
xoxo.
