Wednesday, October 28, 2015

rekindle.

"an artist who stops making art is committing emotional suicide. get off the couch and start painting again."

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suicide
noun. a) to willingly kill oneself b) an action that ruins or destroys your career, social position, etc. 
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rekindle.

verb. to start (a fire) burning, to begin/start

on october 23, 2015, i opened my journal for the first time since august 30th. 

on october 23, 2015, i wrote in my journal for the first time since august 30th.

basically two months.


two months without writing. 


on october 23, 2015, i wrote:


"i hate my soul right now. when i don't write/create art...my soul is ugly. my soul is angry. my soul is deprived.

i don't care if this seems dramatic. people feel. people have demons."

i have demons. i feel. 


i committed emotional suicide.

it's time to start writing and creating art again.

it's time to rekindle.


be ready.


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what happens when you don't really fit in places?

your own skin is your home. your soul is your home. you are home.