"an artist who stops making art is committing emotional suicide. get off the couch and start painting again."
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suicide
noun. a) to willingly kill oneself b) an action that ruins or destroys your career, social position, etc.
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rekindle.
verb. to start (a fire) burning, to begin/start
on october 23, 2015, i opened my journal for the first time since august 30th.
on october 23, 2015, i wrote in my journal for the first time since august 30th.
basically two months.
two months without writing.
on october 23, 2015, i wrote:
"i hate my soul right now. when i don't write/create art...my soul is ugly. my soul is angry. my soul is deprived.
i don't care if this seems dramatic. people feel. people have demons."
i have demons. i feel.
i committed emotional suicide.
it's time to start writing and creating art again.
it's time to rekindle.
be ready.
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what happens when you don't really fit in places?
your own skin is your home. your soul is your home. you are home.